The Collective Mind

In the last few weeks we have moved. This has not been an easy process. The narcissist in my life, set out to deliberately cause issues, as they do.  I am fairly sure these toxic beings have some kind of collective consciousness. I am also aware that they seem to what  I call “tag team”. One picks up where another leaves off.  I am so over it. If I even suspect a toxic person, to quote the Spartan Life Coach.

“I put my shields up.”

The sad thing for me has been to realise that I grew up in a narcissistic dynamic and that I was gaslit within an inch of my life. I suddenly had vivid recollections of an incident last time I was home and saw it in a whole new light. It made me really angry and upset when I had realised the extent of the deliberate cruelty which had been inflicted upon me. I also received communication from a relative in which they made a blatant attempt at triangulation. I saw it clear as day, so I now go no-contact for a while.

The thing is, if they do indeed have a collective consciousness, what affects one affects them all. It reminds me of Captain Picard dealing with the Borg.

star trek borg GIF Their strength is also their weakness. As much as they may be a unit, they are also a house of cards. People of faith build their homes upon rock and not upon shifting sand.

Psalm 18:2

The LORD is my rock, my fortress and my deliverer; my God is my rock, in whom I take refuge, my shield and the horn of my salvation, my stronghold.


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I miss the world I used to live in but now I have seen the wickedness of these innocuous-looking beings who live amongst us, I can’t unsee it.